Its been a while since i blogged but i guess sometimes we all do need breaks to regather ideas.
There comes a time when your mind says enough is enough and we need to take a rest. So i found myself there and i was wondering what i needed to do different . I felt a heavy a heavy burden in my heart,emotional drain,so many things having happened in a short span of time.
Taking a few days of my usual routine of work and play. Silence is indeed golden. I had the opportunity to think of many things i have for a long time shut in my subconscious mind.
A journal does a wonderful job where there are things that you cant really share with anyone but taking the pen for a walk just lightens the load.
The spiritual part of me kept me really going, i slowly began to heal as i poured all my pains,hurts and emotions to Him that knows the best for me. I felt His touch in every being of me..what a relief …
“Surrender it all” the quiet still voice kept saying and so i did, i began to think differently.
Inthe process i realised that i have held back for so long, i have settled for less and i only get to live life once,yes only once. I live today once and i give it the best, and if i dont,then it becomes my loss.
So it was time to restrategize, what do i hope to achieve inthe next 6 months, one year, two years? yes its called the Game plan…first of all changing my life style, decluttering, reprioritizing will be a big step in that direction.
And this is what i am now working on. Waking up earlier has just made my dream and vision closer, i actually understand why the say the early bird catches the worm better.
Now with my new strategy i am doing so much more which also means i am more productive at work. I mean picture this:
- wake up 445am
- Pray and read my Bible
- Read the local daily and stay updated on current affairs
- Read an article or two that is career related
- Listen to 20 minutes of a motivational talk
- Read a chapter of a book on my reading list.
Now if i have done this before i get to the office,i am sure there must be a light at the end of the tunnel.
Here I go getting closer to my dream. LETS GO!